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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Surprises
I was just now watching a video on Youtube by Kandee, The Make Up Artist and felt like posting a new entry here.
People are so fast in judging everything and everyone. I'm like this, I confess it. But I'm awful glad when I find out I was wrong about something or someone. I like good surprises. It's a good feeling when you find out someone is way nicer, smarter, more interesting, better done, tastier, funnier than you thought. This is particularly better when is related to people.
I've been lucky enough to have only people related good surprises lately.
People are so fast in judging everything and everyone. I'm like this, I confess it. But I'm awful glad when I find out I was wrong about something or someone. I like good surprises. It's a good feeling when you find out someone is way nicer, smarter, more interesting, better done, tastier, funnier than you thought. This is particularly better when is related to people.
I've been lucky enough to have only people related good surprises lately.
Monday, July 27, 2009
I'm going thru changes...
And I meant that singing the Black Sabbath song.
Just have the blog name changed because I'm really giving a thought about blogging seriouslly.
Changes are coming my way!
Just have the blog name changed because I'm really giving a thought about blogging seriouslly.
Changes are coming my way!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
What's up with people? Are blogs supposed to be read? I can't answer that without saying there should be 3 kinds of blogs: commercial, informative and PERSONAL. Mine's personal. I mean, I write it and you can read it but you don't have to if you don't want to or don't like it or don't like me or don't like the way I write or what I write. Phewwww.
Obvious? Not quite, apparently.
I choose to write a blog. It's not a commitment. Don't ask for posts.
A post, for me, is a shoutout. I send a message in a bottle and am happy when it gets to its destiny. Or not! The fun part is to write and I'm paying more atention to it.
Obvious? Not quite, apparently.
I choose to write a blog. It's not a commitment. Don't ask for posts.
A post, for me, is a shoutout. I send a message in a bottle and am happy when it gets to its destiny. Or not! The fun part is to write and I'm paying more atention to it.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
The 1970's
The 1970's decade was the best. Everything was so over the top: fashion, style, music, hairs. Although I was just a little kid I grew up watching it. The early 70's was all about "make love not war". People were really against the estabilished government and finally were free to express it everywhere and in any way they wanted to.
Music were symphonic rock (Emerson, Lake & Palmer and YES), psychodelic rock (Pink Floyd), folk rock (Joni Mitchell), crazy blues rock (Led Zeppelin) and many more. I mean, we were living among legends! I can't really remember a single band or musician that's not considered a classic now.
In the 1970's we didn't have technology:
I had an incredible childhood. I lived in a Military Air Base and it was during the Cold War. It was like a really small town. We knew and felt confortable with all our neighbours and it's with theses people that today I feel completely at ease. Maybe they're the only ones that know the real me, without fear of exposing myself. Yes, I succeed at finding all of them thru the web and we have BBQ reunions every year where we remember, laugh and watch our kids play together.
Sometimes, the absence of information is a blessing. We were naive and happy.
Music were symphonic rock (Emerson, Lake & Palmer and YES), psychodelic rock (Pink Floyd), folk rock (Joni Mitchell), crazy blues rock (Led Zeppelin) and many more. I mean, we were living among legends! I can't really remember a single band or musician that's not considered a classic now.
In the 1970's we didn't have technology:
- 1) cell phones (mom simply didn't know where I was all day long. During school vacation I woke up, had breakfast and was off till the Sun came down and nobody cared!)
- 2) air bags (ha! How could anyone drive around with no air bags? Preposterous!)
- 3) internet (we'd believe everything and anything the TV and papers said)
- 4) videogames (how come we didn't die of pure boredom?)
- 5) cable TV (oh no! Where I live we had only 4 channels on TV and we liked it)
I had an incredible childhood. I lived in a Military Air Base and it was during the Cold War. It was like a really small town. We knew and felt confortable with all our neighbours and it's with theses people that today I feel completely at ease. Maybe they're the only ones that know the real me, without fear of exposing myself. Yes, I succeed at finding all of them thru the web and we have BBQ reunions every year where we remember, laugh and watch our kids play together.
Sometimes, the absence of information is a blessing. We were naive and happy.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
THIS IS A PERSONAL BLOG
What's happening to me? I do have the time but I don't have the will.
Lately I'm so bound to my bed... I'm trying to look for excuses like "I don't work well on winter" but that's just not true. It's been years since I worked well. I'm taking vitamins now and expect them to work.
I'm frustrated. Really frustrated at everything. Every road I took was the easier and the wrong one and now I have this feeling I'm too old and my time is over. Actually, this last two I've always felted like: I'm too old and my time is over.
SORRY, GUYS! THIS IS A PERSONAL BLOG.
IT'S MEANT TO TALK ABOUT ME.
Lately I'm so bound to my bed... I'm trying to look for excuses like "I don't work well on winter" but that's just not true. It's been years since I worked well. I'm taking vitamins now and expect them to work.
I'm frustrated. Really frustrated at everything. Every road I took was the easier and the wrong one and now I have this feeling I'm too old and my time is over. Actually, this last two I've always felted like: I'm too old and my time is over.
SORRY, GUYS! THIS IS A PERSONAL BLOG.
IT'S MEANT TO TALK ABOUT ME.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
The Top 40 Techniques for Making Yourself Miserable
I've been making my life miserable this last decades and recently found out it was mostly because I've keeping everyone in a safe distance. Sure I don't want my life to be this way but I didn't know exactly what I was doing wrong.
Last weekend somedody posted a link to a blog listing "The Top 40 Techniques for Making Yourself Miserable". I'm really sorry I didn't noted down the link so I could come back or give the proper credit other than "© Copyright 2005 by Lion Goodman". I swear I'll try to find it.
So, reading the list bellow I was able to identify where I am going wrong all those years. I'm not paranoid, I don't think people are out to get me, I don't think there's someone talikng about me right now, but I can tell I relate to at least 30 of the bellow. Read it with care and remember it's never too late for a good change.
The Top 40 Techniques for Making Yourself Miserable:
1) Resist change. Put your foot on the brakes in any attempt to move forward. Undermine other people’s progress so you don’t get left behind.
2) Resist what is. Don’t like it. Let it eat at you because it’s not what you wanted. Wish it would change or go away. Think of being happy if it were different, and then recognize that it will never be different.
3) Attempt to control the outcome of whatever you’re involved in.
4) Find the actual outcome insufficient, wrong, or unbearable.
5) Try to change or control others’ behavior, thoughts, and feelings.
6) Try to change or control the physical environment.
7) Notice things that are wrong, imperfect, or could be better.
8) Be pissed off at someone (or everyone) and don’t tell them directly.
9) Take things seriously. Very seriously. Very, very seriously.
10) Take things personally. They’re probably talking about you right now.
11) Judge others as inferior, inadequate, stupid or unpleasant.
12) Keep yourself distant and unapproachable.
13) Scowl, frown, complain, and grump. Squinting when listening works, too.
14) Complain loudly to anyone who will listen. If no one listens, complain to God or to invisible people.
15) Blame others for everything that’s bad.
16) Find a scapegoat and make good use of them.
17) Inform others that they are wrong.
18) Hold yourself superior to others, therefore separate from others.
19) Dislike children, wild places, nature, and beauty.
20) Be bored, regardless of what is happening.
21) Ignore what is happening around you and focus on some other time or place that was or could be better.
22) Be bothered by noise, especially other people talking, automobiles, airplanes, and children.
23) Hate the weather, regardless of what it is.
24) Compare yourself to others, and be sure to choose people that are better than you at whatever you’re comparing. Pick the most beautiful, thin, rich people you can find and you won’t go wrong.
25) Make others wrong for their values, behaviors, beliefs, actions, smells, etc.
26) Turn yourself into what someone else wants you to be. Then resent it.
27) Have high expectations. When they’re not fulfilled, complain. Use the evidence to prove that you don’t deserve it anyway.
28) Have lots of desires, aversions, repulsions, wants, and attachments.
29) Be suspicious of others. They’re probably plotting to get your share. Even though it may look plentiful, there’s a limit to how much miserable-ness there can be in the world, so if they are too miserable, you’ll run out and have to be happy.
30) Believe in these essential beliefs:
a. Something is wrong here.
b. Something is wrong with me.
c. Something is wrong with you/him/her/it.
d. There isn’t enough.
e. I’m not good enough.
f. You’re/she’s/he’s/it’s not good enough.
g. I am alone.
h. I don’t know how to love.
31) Live in the past. Hold onto what was as being much better than what is.
32) Hide the truth. They can’t handle it anyway, and it wouldn’t do any good if it got out. (Unless you want to let it out in order to make someone else miserable.) Besides, it’s better to hold onto a grudge, bad feeling, or withheld communication. Then you can obsess about it. “If they only knew what I was thinking…”
33) Don’t keep your agreements. No one else does, so why should you? They’re not that important anyway. Neither is the person you made a promise to.
34) Verminize specific types of people, and react to them as if they were vermin. Sudden horrified looks are good. Also good is backing away from them as if they were dangerous acid that might burn your skin. Pick a group – any group – such as Communists, Terrorists, Capitalists, Industrialists, Mexicans, Americans, Christians, non-Christians, etc, and see them as scum. There is a never-ending supply of social, ethnic, and class distinctions you can use for this purpose.
35) Be ashamed. “Original Sin” was a splendid idea for creating misery. Believing that you have a built-in flaw, which only someone else can forgive you for, is a sure-fire way to be miserable. Why, you don’t even deserve to be alive! Whereas guilt is about what you did (see below), shame is about who you are. Flawed. Undeserving. Taking up valuable space or resources. You should be ashamed of yourself.
36) Feel guilty. There are certainly things you should feel guilty about that are bad or wrong to do. Breathing air that might be useful to someone else, for example. Or making a mistake. Or hurting anyone. Or hurting animals or plants when you eat them. Or any natural impulse. Or not doing something you should do or promised to do. You can take almost any action, judge it wrong or bad, and then feel guilty about it. Decide that most of your behaviors are no-no’s. Then you wallow in guilt. Besides, it makes you easier to control, which you can then resist or resent.
37) Be right. Righteousness is an age-old technique for spreading misery. Although it may have a tendency to make you feel better temporarily, it will cause doubt to creep in. Maybe you aren’t right after all. If you are really righteous, you can enjoy moments of doubt as you kill and torture the non-believers that are wrong.
38) Find something to obsess about. Anything will do. Just think about it or do it over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over…
39) See in others what you dislike in yourself, and consider it bad and wrong without seeing it in yourself.
40) Treat others as objects for your use.
41) Disagree violently with others’ opinions, facts, or beliefs.
42) Seek happiness outside yourself and find everything wanting in one way or the other.
43) Have no goals, and resent the fact that you can’t accomplish anything.
It's a 43 item list, I've noticed it. Don't be so picky!
Last weekend somedody posted a link to a blog listing "The Top 40 Techniques for Making Yourself Miserable". I'm really sorry I didn't noted down the link so I could come back or give the proper credit other than "© Copyright 2005 by Lion Goodman". I swear I'll try to find it.
So, reading the list bellow I was able to identify where I am going wrong all those years. I'm not paranoid, I don't think people are out to get me, I don't think there's someone talikng about me right now, but I can tell I relate to at least 30 of the bellow. Read it with care and remember it's never too late for a good change.
The Top 40 Techniques for Making Yourself Miserable:
1) Resist change. Put your foot on the brakes in any attempt to move forward. Undermine other people’s progress so you don’t get left behind.
2) Resist what is. Don’t like it. Let it eat at you because it’s not what you wanted. Wish it would change or go away. Think of being happy if it were different, and then recognize that it will never be different.
3) Attempt to control the outcome of whatever you’re involved in.
4) Find the actual outcome insufficient, wrong, or unbearable.
5) Try to change or control others’ behavior, thoughts, and feelings.
6) Try to change or control the physical environment.
7) Notice things that are wrong, imperfect, or could be better.
8) Be pissed off at someone (or everyone) and don’t tell them directly.
9) Take things seriously. Very seriously. Very, very seriously.
10) Take things personally. They’re probably talking about you right now.
11) Judge others as inferior, inadequate, stupid or unpleasant.
12) Keep yourself distant and unapproachable.
13) Scowl, frown, complain, and grump. Squinting when listening works, too.
14) Complain loudly to anyone who will listen. If no one listens, complain to God or to invisible people.
15) Blame others for everything that’s bad.
16) Find a scapegoat and make good use of them.
17) Inform others that they are wrong.
18) Hold yourself superior to others, therefore separate from others.
19) Dislike children, wild places, nature, and beauty.
20) Be bored, regardless of what is happening.
21) Ignore what is happening around you and focus on some other time or place that was or could be better.
22) Be bothered by noise, especially other people talking, automobiles, airplanes, and children.
23) Hate the weather, regardless of what it is.
24) Compare yourself to others, and be sure to choose people that are better than you at whatever you’re comparing. Pick the most beautiful, thin, rich people you can find and you won’t go wrong.
25) Make others wrong for their values, behaviors, beliefs, actions, smells, etc.
26) Turn yourself into what someone else wants you to be. Then resent it.
27) Have high expectations. When they’re not fulfilled, complain. Use the evidence to prove that you don’t deserve it anyway.
28) Have lots of desires, aversions, repulsions, wants, and attachments.
29) Be suspicious of others. They’re probably plotting to get your share. Even though it may look plentiful, there’s a limit to how much miserable-ness there can be in the world, so if they are too miserable, you’ll run out and have to be happy.
30) Believe in these essential beliefs:
a. Something is wrong here.
b. Something is wrong with me.
c. Something is wrong with you/him/her/it.
d. There isn’t enough.
e. I’m not good enough.
f. You’re/she’s/he’s/it’s not good enough.
g. I am alone.
h. I don’t know how to love.
31) Live in the past. Hold onto what was as being much better than what is.
32) Hide the truth. They can’t handle it anyway, and it wouldn’t do any good if it got out. (Unless you want to let it out in order to make someone else miserable.) Besides, it’s better to hold onto a grudge, bad feeling, or withheld communication. Then you can obsess about it. “If they only knew what I was thinking…”
33) Don’t keep your agreements. No one else does, so why should you? They’re not that important anyway. Neither is the person you made a promise to.
34) Verminize specific types of people, and react to them as if they were vermin. Sudden horrified looks are good. Also good is backing away from them as if they were dangerous acid that might burn your skin. Pick a group – any group – such as Communists, Terrorists, Capitalists, Industrialists, Mexicans, Americans, Christians, non-Christians, etc, and see them as scum. There is a never-ending supply of social, ethnic, and class distinctions you can use for this purpose.
35) Be ashamed. “Original Sin” was a splendid idea for creating misery. Believing that you have a built-in flaw, which only someone else can forgive you for, is a sure-fire way to be miserable. Why, you don’t even deserve to be alive! Whereas guilt is about what you did (see below), shame is about who you are. Flawed. Undeserving. Taking up valuable space or resources. You should be ashamed of yourself.
36) Feel guilty. There are certainly things you should feel guilty about that are bad or wrong to do. Breathing air that might be useful to someone else, for example. Or making a mistake. Or hurting anyone. Or hurting animals or plants when you eat them. Or any natural impulse. Or not doing something you should do or promised to do. You can take almost any action, judge it wrong or bad, and then feel guilty about it. Decide that most of your behaviors are no-no’s. Then you wallow in guilt. Besides, it makes you easier to control, which you can then resist or resent.
37) Be right. Righteousness is an age-old technique for spreading misery. Although it may have a tendency to make you feel better temporarily, it will cause doubt to creep in. Maybe you aren’t right after all. If you are really righteous, you can enjoy moments of doubt as you kill and torture the non-believers that are wrong.
38) Find something to obsess about. Anything will do. Just think about it or do it over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over…
39) See in others what you dislike in yourself, and consider it bad and wrong without seeing it in yourself.
40) Treat others as objects for your use.
41) Disagree violently with others’ opinions, facts, or beliefs.
42) Seek happiness outside yourself and find everything wanting in one way or the other.
43) Have no goals, and resent the fact that you can’t accomplish anything.
It's a 43 item list, I've noticed it. Don't be so picky!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
On Writing
I never considered myself to be a jealous person. I like what I have and what I am and have always been glad of what you have and are. But there's a gift I deeply envy: the gift of put into words what I think and feel.
Writing is the most valuable gift of all. I wish I could write and concieve worlds, people, places, life stories, friendship and romances.
But then I thought "I have a blog! I could do that."
Where are the ideas now?
Writing is the most valuable gift of all. I wish I could write and concieve worlds, people, places, life stories, friendship and romances.
But then I thought "I have a blog! I could do that."
Where are the ideas now?
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